but love will.

he bought a one way ticket here…. but I know he’ll go back… this is so heart breaking.

He just doesn’t want to deal with the disappointment from family and whatever, but it’s his fucking life, he will do what he wants.

we have a life together now. 

did I mention I don’t get put on birth control until wednesday… he will be here tonight.

We don’t use condoms, he wants a baby.

yup. here it comes

It’s been the roughest last 2 months ever…. we always make it through.

I am so lucky.

I will cherish every moment from here on out… I wish after this week he didn’t have to leave again… I want to hold him forever :(

I get to see Calib tonight. He got a little vaca and is coming here…

He was supposed to land in Vegas at 10:15.. but it got delayed and he wont be there until midnight..

two and a half more hours and I get to leave to get him, I am SO excited.

Obviously going to be stayin in a hotel room, we got lots of catching up to do ;)